I'm so extremely bad at this. It was just the other day I realized when I lost touch with the written side of myself. It was almost ten years ago now, and that makes me feel both young and old. I'm 26 years old and have far less free time than I did when I was 16, but when I think harder about it maybe I didn't. Being places with people and staying out as late as I possibly could was something I tried far harder at than I do now, and it's completely legal, I have loads more money and I can even buy myself my own booze. Except now I'd rather stay home, which in a sense I'm gaining back all of those hours I used to spend droning miserably with people I barely liked.
The second reason I exclaim I am so extremely bad at this is because I have never completed a challenge. Blogging, fitness, cooking, whatever. I haven't finished a single one. I want to break this streak. I need to break this streak. But how? How can I trust myself not to give up again?
I religiously complete every workout I set for myself at the exact pace and exact distance, but I can't successfully post a photo of an everyday common object and set a filter to it for an entire month? That takes all of, what... thirty seconds? I'm a motivational failure. I'm a creative sinking ship. I'm a writing lemon. Checkmate. Iceberg, not the tip but the impending doom.
Let's consider this #1/100. Wish me luck.
No comments:
Post a Comment